Disclaimer: If people who blog about their thoughts and feelings make you itch with second-hand embarrassment, you might want to find something else to do on the internet right now. Here’s a great Ted Talk about procrastinating. I also recommend this Tiny Desk concert. Also, here’s a fascinating and at times grotesque video about how rubber-bands are made. I’ve hesitated to publicly share any of my thoughts or writings about pregnancy and motherhood for quite a while now. I found out I was pregnant in September of 2016, and I had my first baby in May of 2017. Earlier this year, I found out that I’m pregnant with my second baby (due October 2018) and after what feels like being pregnant for 2 years straight, I decided to share some of these thoughts because no man is an island. (Unless you’re pregnant. Then you’re basically an island but with a lot of indigestion.) One reason I’ve avoided writing about pregnancy and motherhood is because I didn’t want to upset anyone. I didn’t wa
I suffer from analysis paralysis. I have a hard time committing to opinions. Ironically, I am the most opinionated about what people should do with their opinions. I wrote about this a couple years ago . (I have such analysis paralysis that it took me 5 minutes to convince myself that it wasn't too egotistical to link to an old blogpost in a new blogpost). When forming an opinion, I subconsciously consider it from the perspective of all parties involved. (I think this comes from years of reading papers from the perspective of the devil's advocate since my inability to commit to opinions seems to be getting worse and worse). It is because of this over-analysis that I have a reoccurring stress dream where I am forced to make an executive decision about something unimportant like choosing a restaurant or movie. (Stop judging me...you have your weird thing, too). It is also because of this analysis paralysis that I do not understand everyone's insistence on being so opiniona